Still here

Hi, friends.

I'm still here, but still struggling.

I've pulled out my pens for some aimless

doodling (something that does NOT come natural to me),

but thats about it. I think my desk is dusty.

It still is taking all my effort 

to go to work each day. 

My uncle has advanced pancreatic cancer,

and is in a medically induced coma.

He is not expected to make it through the week.

I am so, so sad.

For my aunt, for my cousins.

For my family.

Update: Uncle Mike passed away tonight.
I have no words for the sadness.
Love to my family