The Sketchbook is Here!
This was the highlight of my day.
You ever have those days/weeks/months(in my case)
where you can't possibly imagine how you will be
able to stand somehow living for the next X amount of years?
The last few months at work have been so very stressful.
I've not cried so much in meetings as I have been.
I feel like maybe I am not management material.
I don't seem to be training my people well,
am ALWAYS struggling with scheduling
(god i hate it)
and hiring. Ugh.
How can I be expected to move upwards in
the company if I can't manage my pithy little 4 person staff?
I don't know.
Most of the time I want to just give up.
Not get out of bed the next day and go to work.
Not stress all the time.
Not feel like I am not doing the job well.
I like my job, but there is new management
and changing how we operate greatly.
I like the management too,
but I feel like I can't handle it all.
I don't know what to do
and I don't want it to send me spiraling down
and down again.
I have projects on the horizon,
like The Sketchbook Project
and I am supposed to be working on making a book
from blurb.com for my family.
Yet it all seems like so much work.