The Sketchbook is Here!

This was the highlight of my day.

You ever have those days/weeks/months(in my case)

where you can't possibly imagine how you will be

able to stand somehow living for the next X amount of years?

The last few months at work have been so very stressful.

I've not cried so much in meetings as I have been.

Not cool.

I feel like maybe I am not management material.

I don't seem to be training my people well,

am ALWAYS struggling with scheduling

(god i hate it)

and hiring. Ugh.

How can I be expected to move upwards in

the company if I can't manage my pithy little 4 person staff?

I don't know.

Most of the time I want to just give up.

Not get out of bed the next day and go to work.

Not stress all the time.

Not feel like I am not doing the job well.

I like my job, but there is new management

and changing how we operate greatly.

I like the management too,

but I feel like I can't handle it all.

I don't know what to do

and I don't want it to send me spiraling down

and down again. 

I have projects on the horizon,

like The Sketchbook Project

and I am supposed to be working on making a book

from blurb.com for my family.

Yet it all seems like so much work.